You’d think sometimes that I’m from the 'in crowd', or a place that’s high uptown

But I’m the girl that’s been everywhere and nowhere, always up or always down.

I drive barefoot just to feel the speed under my feet,

I always sit with one leg under me, so I don’t directly touch the seat.

I smile at nothing and everything, I’m either full speed or way too slow,

I always push when a door says “pull”, and I always stop when the light says “go.”

A place in the sun or in the shade is my favorite place to be,

And if you let me I’ll make my life with you into one huge, best selling movie.

I change my clothes at least 300 times a day, and leave them on the floor,

I keep my best and cutest faces for the ones I love the most, and behind closed doors.

I dress up just to feel pretty that day, and dress down to be myself

Everything I own is tangible or snuggle-able, nothing just for show up on a shelf.

I love to read, and love to cry, love even more to do nothing at all,

Love to lie on the floor and stare at the ceiling, while on a 2-hour phone call.

Everything is always a mess during the day but has to be cleaned before I go to bed,

I can’t explain why I always wear white or even why I hate the color red.

I look at pictures every day of the ones that I love and miss,

Thinking of them or being with them is nothing short of pure bliss.

I am constantly serious, but broken easily back into silliness and smiles,

I am most relaxed while driving and listening to my music loudly for miles.

I love jewelry and ultra fancy things but I don’t need it to survive,

I’m constantly fascinated by little things, like what’s the difference between a bee’s nest or a bee hive?

Giving gifts to those that I love makes me feel the happiest inside,

I have been weak and impossibly strong, and smiled when most would have cried.

I keep stupid things and little memories from almost everywhere that I go,

I’d love to hug everyone and just be close to them, and that’s something that most don’t know.

A fake, yet true blonde is all I’ve ever tried to be,

When I look in the mirror there always seems to be this weird 5’7 girl staring back at me.

To be awestruck is my favorite feeling, cause you never know what’s going to happen next, and to me, that’s the best,

To be silly to the extreme with someone is the next best feeling, cause it sets me apart from the rest.

I’m living in a hell that’s so much like heaven, every day of the week,

I love to learn new things and I love using words like “concur” and “meek.”

I will always fall for romanticism and all things that symbolize the art of loving another,

I love walks or twirls in the rain, instead of always running for cover.

I love to laugh and to sing off key as loudly as my lungs allow,

I spout off random song lyrics and quote every random TV show from the 80’s till now.

I can’t imagine my days without junk food and extremely healthy stuff too,

My bedroom is my little sanctuary, all decked out in blue.

Sunsets and sunrises are equally beautiful to me, I’m a sucker for Sinatra songs,

I have a selective memory, I remember rights instead of wrongs.

I love unconditionally and I hope I’m going to live for always,

Maybe in the hearts of those close to me, or even those who are far away.

My mind is always turning, and sometimes comes up with blonde thoughts and ideals,

I fall constantly and sometimes need an ambulance to pick me up, but so what, it’ll heal.

A walking contradiction, you mean you haven’t gotten that yet?

I’m the best and worst and most odd blue-eyed individual anyone has ever met.

I am obsessed with emergency medicine on TV and major operations of any kind,

It’s something about watching a broken person being fixed, and watching the cures that others can find.

I am the most spontaneous and planned out person that there is, everything has a place and yet no place at all,

It all falls into place and even if it might fall everywhere else, you just have to allow yourself to let it all fall.

I’m a true New Yorker and Arizonian at heart, I am in love with the east and the west,

I hide everything and lay everything out on the table for you, I’m unpredictable at best.

I’m the thing you hate to love and then the thing that you can’t help but adore,